Pull yourself together man, close to tears?? Now's the time to fight for the club, not to weep in acceptance of your fate.
I do know where you're coming from Gazzza but come on, it's not over til it's over.
We should wear some orange and have a peaceful protest.
On a serious note, I think the physically sick description probably best matches how I feel. It's like waiting for someone to die - you know it will happen but it still shocks you when it does.